simple as that.īut he won’t say anything. he wants to tell him i will miss the way you and komi brought out the absolute worst from each other and i will miss the chicken adoption incident and i will miss telling you to stop stealing fire extinguishers, and, more quiet and honest i will miss you. his hands grip the scratchy fabric on their seats, and it looks as if he is holding himself together from collapsing into a supernova, star-body exhausted from the match.Īkaashi wants to tell him all about the good things he will remember about the things he knows will cheer bokuto up. The most abnormal thing out of everything is bokuto’s reaction he sits beside him and is unusually still somehow sharp. despite knowing everything, he still wishes they had won together as a team. He wants to say that to them, to thank the team for everything. and they are right, absolutely - but just because something didn’t happen it doesn’t mean the good things along the way weren’t good or worth it. He knows they area all thinking the same thing - that this was their last chance and it’s all over there will never be this moment ever again. but the silence inside is haunting, and all akaashi wants to do is scream in frustration. he never even dared to try to close his eyes. The fact that it’s silent only makes it worse their buses where always crowded with noise, filled with energy and a lack of limits that used to test him until he almost broke his calm persona. when he sits down akaashi shuts his eyes besides bokuto and immediately tries to sleep, tries to run away from it all. It’s one of the things he wholeheartedly believes but the promise is broken after the ball touches the ground for the last time, and there’s nothing akaashi can do.ĭespite everything he holds himself together and blends in with the team enters the bus to go back, the line of players in eerie silence. but volleyball is not an ordinary subject, and akaashi is foolish enough to promise to bokuto they are going to win. he isn’t one of those people to promise or swear under hope - he prefers the stability under the i wish umbrella, doesn’t want to lie and pretend everything will end up well. He should have known better, akaashi mutters to himself as they get out of the gym. At their last match during nationals, akaashi breaks his promise.
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